Nervousss

Okay, so I feel like everyone I know is receiving scholarships and acceptance letters, and Im starting to freak out a little bit. With my luck as of late, I should be just excited to get accepted into college. But I need scholarships up the wazoo. I can just picture everyone else receiving them... except me. I just don't want to see that happen. I would honestly be devastated if I got nothing. and I know that its going to be hell to try and get other scholarships cuz my friggin ACT score is so low.

Gaaaah Im just nervous! These are the two schools Im really hoping for! Actually more than that, cuz I only applied to three schools, and I am already a student at UVU... so no worries there. I extremely want to go to both of these schools.

I have literally gone back and forth so many times on which school I'd rather go to. In the end, when Im admitted, and if there are scholarships involved will really sway my decision Im sure. I can see an amazing future either way. Plus, to make it harder on me, they both have great science programs. haha... we shall see what happens in the near future, but know this: Im freakin out for it.